I agree with MH You shouldn't take too much of the blame. Look after yourself, GAL regularly and be the best that you can be Sorry to hear that your sons are dreading your phone calls each week, maybe you could lay off them for a while and let them take the first steps. Remember me telling you about a friend I have that was a mutual friend to both me and my H? She started ignoring me for no reason at all and blocked me on FB. I saw her the other day and just said "hi", she looked at me and said very aggressively "don't speak to me!" You know what I thought? Well it's her loss and karma will catch her up Stay strong and be the better person HWA We're all rooting for you
H47 me48 T22 M21 S20 - Got high functioning autism 3/2000 H admits to OW and moves out to live with her 11/2000 H moves back home 2/4/13 H moves out H tells me he wants D 6/13, but now he can't afford to!
You shouldn't take too much of the blame. Look after yourself, GAL regularly and be the best that you can be 