I hope you are feeling better today C. You are doing so well is this awful situation we find ourselves in.
And dont feel embarrassed. I know the feeling. Made me forsake any social invitation outside of a few trusted friends. You should not be the embarrassed one C. The OW should be embarrassed for her insidious part in interfering with a man and his family. A weak character at best. You should hold your head high for your strength and love you have shown to your children and to your H and to your M. And, to yourself.
Thinking of you
TPS Me: 44 H: 42 M14 T17 S10 D7 10/10 H moves out after death of his father-same month 21/04/12 H is 'DONE' 04/05/12 OW/PA confirmed (rumors from 2010) July '14 H ends affair May '15 H moves back home