Thanks everyone! UR, you can always read when I'm tired. I am!

I get the "not rocking the boat" felling that he is enjoying, but I don't know any other way to do it. I want to live in peace, he has no complaints about me so we are "nice". It does really sux tho.

I feel like he's just a guy. No investment, and there really is no reason to care about him.

I was watching a movie (i think about early midlife issue) and the women said we bought into the dream and it doesn't exist.

Well for me it does and I am going to surround myself with like people who fully agree. I am becoming anxious for change.

Your right KP, there is a lot of movement this new year. Sadly, I hear there are a lot of newcomers....it seems like forever ago.


The past can't be ahead of you in the future.
You don't have to figure it all out, just pick a direction.
What's next...I don't know but I can't wait!