C, when you suffer from depression, just getting through the day is exhausting. Sure you can fake it through several hours if you have to, but, reaching out for real help takes a lot of effort.
All you can do towards that end is pray.
I know you are tired, C. This is such tough stuff. It is important to take care of you, though.
And leave him to figure himself out. Only way for him to come out the other side.
