Thanks tbh it's interesting how hard we are on ourselves. That's why posting here has been instrumental to my recovery - it shows me what I need to work and when I need to stop beating myself up.

I am feeling very grateful today. I realize without this criSis I would never ever have taken the time to realize how blessed I am.

I have Amazing daughters who both love me soooo much. I have wonderful parents and a sister who have really stepped up to help me during this crisis.

A friend posted on fAcebook- you spend years trying to get your parents off your back and finally you realize they are the only ones thAt have your back.

So blessed to have found alanon and blessed to have found these boards


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M 39
H 35
D5,D4
M 4
T 9
ILYBNILWY 5/18/11
Left 7/11/11
Divorced 12/1/13