WANT TO COAST ON FLAT LAND

[Ambivalent]

Good day sunshine!

Worked yesterday, a new facial gal. Had a certificate and of course the shop is closing. She booked a waxing with me ...drum roll please...at my house!!! Hoot! She will be my FIRST client .

So between now and next week , I have to clean, paint move the equipment in, and start planning.

I'm thinking Esthetically yours as a business card name.

Can't advertise, will be working on word of mouth.

Insurance came through...antique Persian I purchased for 950.00 appraised for....5,000.00 and the pie safe I purchased years ago for 750? Three grand!

I prayed and trusted, I guess this was the answer! Note to self, be VERY careful how I pray. Fire was not the answer for which I was hoping. But I'll take it.

Mother is already expecting, and this is tough. I am detached, or the rope is dropped whatever one wants to call it. Yes I occasionally think of him. No, I can't answer whether or not I would have him back in my life.

I guess because I really cried, vented, starved, felt EVERY emotion, it happened sooner than I thought. GAL SOES help.

I still force myself to do things, and recently have just said F it stay in, and enjoy the serenity while I still may. Soon enough my life will turn upside down again.

I don't know what he's doing , and here's a new one...I really don't care. WOW that liberating !

So today, gym, school clean...no excuses.