Hey D, you are sounding good. A little tired, though. But thats to be expected when you are working so hard.
I love that you are going away for some D time. Good for you.
You are entering acceptance. Good for you, again.
I am glad that you are feeling good about yourself.
He is liking the 'no rocking the boat' feel, so MLC nice is what you get.
There will come a time when the status quo is no longer working for you. When you need to walk a little further for you. What that means, only you will know, my friend.