I must have missed this part [My recovery is coming along. I didn't need any of the prescription pain meds today ... Yeah. But I am still on restricted activity. The pain is pretty much gone, but the internal bleeding caused an interesting rainbow of colors on my lower abdomen. Looks like I got run over by a truck.[/quote] What happened?
As for throwing in the towel: what made you decide that since two days ago? I know you've been struggling with it since November (or before?) but why the change of heart in the past two days?
While I have no doubt you'll go through with it, I suggest that you're still not "done". Medium-rare perhaps...
AJ
AJ
"Our lives begin to end the day we become silent about things that matter" MLK Put the glass down... "Yesterday I was clever so I wanted to change the world Today I am wise, so I am changing myself."
