3, I can empathize with feeling like you lost your friend. I have other friends. They are awesome. But they have their own husbands and kids and lives. It's not the same as having someone to share your life with.
I feel like I have lost my best friend not only because my H isn't here, but because he isn't the same person he was . . . or I thought he was. It is hard.
I love that your boys call you Tinkerbell Mom!
Hope you had a good time with your friends last night!
me: 44 XH: 42 M 11 years D10 and S8 Bomb drop 9/27/13 D final 7/1/14