Wife Said She's Done - Pt. 2 ..and Still Hopeful

[OneDay]

Thanks LA and F I will let my feelings out sometime but not tonight. I need to be dark.

She got home an hour later from work. I was reading a book and was feeling worse than before but my book was encouraging and I wanted to stay there. She asked me several small questions mainly about the kids n baseball tomorrow. I was not in the mood for the small talk and really into my book (still reading). So I went dark. I went into my room closed the door and kept reading. I barley even looked at her. She is watching TV now and I doubt she will bring anything up about the finances tonight which is fine by me.

It feels like the begining of the end. Tomorrow I'm going to close out our joint checking account that we've had for 9 years together. Even the banker that was setting up a my new account the other day asked me if I was doing okay. She knew exactly what was happening and told me it will get better. You will get better. I almost cried.

We will all come to a point sooner or later where it's no longer about wining or losing. Our WAS might respond and they might not. Where that's no longer the issue. The question is simply this. What kind of man or women do you want to be?

I'm trying to get there but not yet... ...Not yet.