Wife Said She's Done - Pt. 2 ..and Still Hopeful

[OneDay]

The more I think about it the more I don't want to talk about the finances with WAW tonight. (See post above) I know I could tell her so. But do u guys think it would be okay to tell her it's difficult for me right now or "I'm not taking this very well do you mind if we disscus this another time? Or "this is hard for me to talk about right now " "

I just feel like crap right now. Like this whole divorce is all my fault . So far I've shown her a happy man that's had an awaking and I'm going to be fine.

Is it ok to tell/show her that this is difficult for me to show my feelings somewhat?

HELP.