Chinks in the Armor & still Standing on that Hill

[Pudmuddle]

Heather and tigerlil, my two funny friends. Made me laugh. I'm glad you made Bright laugh too!

Jf, thank you so much for those kind, sweet words. And...you're right. I have beaten myself down good over the years thinking behaviors of other people were always my fault.

I had a really awesome good friend walk me through this pain one night and we were able to break this hardened part of my heart. It was so refreshing and real that I felt a lightness in my soul and heart that I have never felt before.

This is one of the reasons I haven't been posting here much, everything with H is status quo, I am living my life and feel happier than I have in a LONG time. I no longer wish to try and fix him and nothing I say will change that. His journey. So for now he will just have to catch up! If he can... Because I am flying!!