Again, I type out all my thoughts on MS Notepad and save them when I get that way. Every time I return to read it, I realize that I'd regret because it's a momentary fit of rage but it's important to express it. You just have to consider the unintended consequences of going full-bore directly towards the offending parties, regardless of how at fault they are in the situation.

I have bit my tongue way more than I should have but there are times where I have come close to letting it all fly. Sometimes you just got to be willing (and it's a choice that takes a lot of will power) to take it for the greater good. It [censored] and you feel like a door mat but at the same time realize the moment will pass and hold your head up for taking the high road.

It is hard, no doubt.


Me: 42 WAW: 37 Kids: 0
Separated: 06APR13
M:7 Years, T:10 years
WAW states she wants to "move on": 01JUL13
"Courage is the standing army of the soul which keeps it from conquest, pillage, & slavery."