wife moved to.parents house last week scared

[paul19510]

I guess I thought I shouldn't talk about IT...but, I felt better that W shared her heart a little today. I heard an old friend in her voice today that I haven't heard in years and had missed very much. She had tucked her away for many years now during the marriage and the more I asked to see her again, the worse it got. I haunts me that W let her out again so quickly after out time apart. That is the girl I fell in love with and married. The one that left last month was nothing like that. She was broken and hurting.

I did say to Peg that she must choose me again and that I would not beg for that to happen...its very needy and unattractive to beg and I will not. I told her that I will continue forward with my life and continue to work on making Paul the best he can be.

I appreciate. That she struggling with not coming home unless its forever. Shes trying to do the right thing. Its just scary that she might not pick me again. I have no control over that.