Melissa, as I was getting kids ready for school this morning, I began thinking how awful it is that we are missing out on our kids growing up TOGETHER.

We used to talk about and dote on our kids and enjoy them together. I feel like I lost that one person in life that loves the kids like I do and appreciates all the cute little things they do.

I feel like H is going to wake up one day and they'll be grown and we'll all have missed out on sharing these memories together. Ugh. Hope you're doing well today.

Me:33 H:35
M: 12 years
D-15 S-6
Bomb: 6-2013
OW: 11/2013
Kids and I moved out: 11/2013 when he continued to lie about affair
Kids and I moved back in 12/2013
H moved out 2/2014