Get funky, do the monkey, get clappy, get HAPPY!

[movinup]

Thread #2: 5 months after BD. Making it one day at a time.

The video is the song we do at school with the kids and if you can sing and dance to that without your mood getting better then you need to play it again!

Lots of things are hitting H all at once: his car broke down, he's had to take off work because he can't afford gas, he lost his second job, he has mice, and he can't afford food (so he says but he's meaning fast food. He hasn't figured out bread and peanut butter are good)and he can't pay for the divorce. Then I found out today D needs to go to the orthodontist for a consult (not enough perm teeth to get braces) and he added that to his list of things that keep him down.

So here I sit on the curb watching him spiral, hoping it gets bad enough to hit bottom sooner than later, praying he can get it together when he does. All the while I'm fixing my home up how I want it, feeling better, GALing and keeping things as normal as possible for D. I'm sure there are lots of ups and downs to come so I'm keeping my happy song on replay and dancing my heart out!