I'm feeling really sad that H will be taking his things out of the house.
I've been pretty good with the sadness. Only hits a couple times a day for a short time.
I've spent the day cleaning the whole house so it looks really good while he stays here. The house being a mess is one of his issues with me. Although he thinks I should work a full time job, clean,cook and take care of kids.
M15 T19 D13 S13 BD Affair 9/13 S 11/13 D started 6/14.. dropped court date 10/14 H attorney can't get it together. Still with long distance ow. Still hates me.