I'm feeling really sad that H will be taking his things out of the house.

I've been pretty good with the sadness. Only hits a couple times a day for a short time.

I've spent the day cleaning the whole house so it looks really good while he stays here. The house being a mess is one of his issues with me. Although he thinks I should work a full time job, clean,cook and take care of kids.


M15 T19
D13 S13
BD Affair 9/13
S 11/13
D started 6/14.. dropped court date 10/14 H attorney can't get it together.
Still with long distance ow. Still hates me.