Thanks guys. I have really concentrated on giving her space to work through this crisis. I have literally stayed away from her at home as much as possible. Sometimes feels like I'm running away from her, but I'm spending time with my boys, taking care of myself and the household chores. She has to navigate it herself, right?
As for falling apart, I've seen her do it. Coming unglued. Crying for the first time in 6 months. Withdrawing from the family on Christmas Day. Holidays were rough on her. I cant imagine what's going on in her head. My head is full enough. I need to stay out of hers, right?
AJ's got me digging a weed now about why Ive always felt like an accessory to W. I'm going to be busy on that one a while. That's a good thing. Less time to look at her and get into her head.
Both 40 T-22 M-18 S13 S11
Bomb, ILYBINILWY-7/10/13 EA #1-confirmed 7/10/13, ongoing since 5/13 EA #2-9/13/13
