Wishing You Were Here and then Setting It On Fire

[BrightFuture]

Portia, I could not believe that my H would do this to me as well. Even though he didn’t have a known OW, I think he was thinking about it and possibly took some interest in somebody. I remembered how you described you SO, that he was shopping for OW for some time. I was doing some thinking recently and remembered some things that bothered me in the past, either in H’s text messages to women or his behavior. I realized that he was probably shopping too. If not, then definitely looking for some attention.

I know how hard it is sometimes to just go with the flow. It all seems so sloooow. I’m sure I can say that my H has been doing this touch and go for some time. I just stopped giving these short contacts any significance. I think this could be a downside of detaching too much, LOL. But at the end of the day, I’m tired of these crumbs. If H wants anything to do with me, he will have to take a big step. Otherwise, I’m going to continue to move on.