Hoping to still move forward, huge setback

[cbtdad]

Hey LTH!!
Thanks for checking in.
Things are going well. I've been working a whole lot so I've got busy and haven't had a chance to post in a while. The holidays went very well. So much better compared to last year:)
Communication between us continues to get better and better. We are beginning to discuss my issues about physical touch in therapy and I think it's helping. She is undertanding more that it is how I feel "wanted and loved"
We really have settled in to a great home, which she has put a lot of effort into and I thank her for it all the time. Our son is so much happier now and it makes us both feel really good about putting everything we have into this marriage. We both came from broken homes and we don't want that for him. We can't control that in the future, but we are trying to give him a better example than we both had growing up.
We have really narrowed down my anger with the past. It just comes from still being hurt. My New Years resolution is to try my hardest to leave the past in the past. We have discussed it all, we have set boundaries and we are both on the same page. There is no reason to bring it up any further, except maybe in MC.
I am trying to be patient with the sex issue and she really doesn't know why she isn't in the mood ever or at least that is what she is telling me. I've thought about going on a sex therapist and even brought it up to her and she said that might be a good idea.
We shall see. Next week will be an exciting MC session.
We have been asked to be a test couple with the creator of the type of counseling we are doing here. We will have a session with him and be videoed while other therapists watch. Our MC has said he has done 8 of these and each time it seems to put the therapy on red bull or turbo charge. His words. Lol