You can't live your life based on what ifs.

All of life is uncertain, you've just had a huge lesson in that. Do what you need to do for you right now and the rest will work out.

Have you read the livestrong page on detaching? If not google it.

Money has very little to do with it.

You have an opportunity to create your own life, take it.

Me 57/H 58
M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13

Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do.
I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering.
Caroline Myss