Separation, divorce, help to not lose hope/faith

[Pampkin]

I don't know how to interpret that phrase. We drove to work together on Thursday and I'm throwing evrything up against the wall to see what sticks. I came up with the idea of prolonging the separation to see how he feels in a few months. He said that his mind was made up and that we're just prolonging the inevitable. He doesn't want to live in limbo. I felt like the separation talk was the last resort to saving our M. I became more distant and quiet the next few days without even realizing it but H took notice. On our drive home Saturday, he placed his hand on my leg and said that just because he doesn't want to prolong the separation doesn't mean that our chances of reconciling had diminshed. When I dropped him offf at his car to go home, he asked for a kiss and he held me. So back to the phrase... I shouldn't believe him that he wants to end this M? If we are to D , I shouldn't believe him that there's s chance for us to R? If i should only believe half of what I see, should i only believe that he is showing me half BS emotions and half genuine emotions? I know you're trying to help and Im not trying to come down on you, but I am so confused. Maybe im so blinded by love that i believe everything i hear him say since he never gave me a reason to doubt him in all our 13 yeats.