Having one of those days that aren't positive. I suppose it is because so many friends are back at work, while I still have another two weeks off.
So to help, I went out and mowed the lawn, weeded the gardens and made the place look nice.
I think the bad moment is from reading 2old's comments by Sandi: "why would you want to be with someone who doesn't want to be with you".
Apologies, if I got the quote wrong Sandi.
It just got to me, when I was doing so well. Just shows you how long it can take (still) to detach.
Also didn't help knowing the wife is still down here, rather than gone back home (country). The mindreading is going crazy.
At least my younger son 19, is coming over tomorrow to help pick up a bed from my Mum's place and bring it to my house. Spare bed to be used now.


ME:51 W:46
M:25
S:22, S:20
Divorced 16/9/15
BD 10/12
W left 12/12 with OW, affair confirmed Nov/12.
Dark since 6/13
I"m in a new relationship since Feb 14.