2nd time around. H wants D. I don't

[NotAgainPlease]

I has been about a week since out last blow up. We have been very friendly with each other which is a nice change. H hates fighting and the main reason for his unhappiness. He likes to push my buttons and I react..I get mad blowup and yell. I am working VERY hard at this.

H and I usually text back and forth but things get confusing so sometimes he calls and visa versa.

I am going out of town to a funeral with the kids and I asked H if he wanted to stay at the house or I could take the dogs to the kennel. H said he would stay. We had a very friendly 10 min. conversation about it and what was going on with his work. This is old normal. He never asks me about me.

I sent a text later saying thank you for offering to stay and he offered to take us to the airport. H then said he was going to be going through his things taking some and getting rid of some.
I said ok but he didn't have to. H said he had to do it sometime. I replied I guess.... That made me very sad....

Anyway communication is good and the conversation was upbeat. I will do my best to stay on this trail. I will be sure to be looking and acting my best at the party on the 18th!

Since I am not sure if anyone knows about us I am just going to go with it and if it comes up I will have a short answer and not talk about it...

I am struggling about telling my family this weekend. They don't know. My H and I have basically told no one. H family know due to the holidays. Mine live in another state and I really don't feel like telling them now..