Good questions. I don't know what I want. I need money. The two summer options are to do what I did last summer, which means working with him. Or taking the summer program at the school where I work now, which I do want to do. The total pay will be slightly lower, but it will also be a shorter day and fewer weeks. And I wouldn't have to work with him. But if he decides not to renew our housing contract because he wants to separate, then neither option is workable. I would probably have to move in with my parents which is over an hour away, and the pay and the hours do not justify the commute. What I want is for us to stay together as a family and not plan move until we are financially able to get a nice place in the same general area.
I guess one thing I no for sure is that if the money is basically the same, I will choose to NOT work with him this summer. I am still waiting to hear about salary for the other opportunity but I think it will be about the same, a little less, but only because of a shorter day and shorter program length.
The other thing I want is to just find a better job all around. I want to make enough money to feel like I have more options. I still want to be with him, but it will be a lot easier detach if I wasn't so financially dependent.
40s 2teens M14Y BD-10/12/13 rec-1/14 BD2-5/14 rec2-9/14 EA disc-10/14 4/15-BD 3 and triangulation ensues Served with D6/15 MS forced to leave7/15 D agreement signed 8/16 final 5/17
