Thanks MrBond. Support is thin these days. I've got my boys, my aunt and that is pretty much it.

Some have mentioned counseling, but I'm just too busy with mom right now. I may seek some when this is all said and done.

The amount of loss I've experienced in the last five years alone makes me think sometimes that this is all a very cruel joke that God is playing on me.

Tad

Currently:
M 57 XW 58
Sons 39,34,32,30

The Sitch:
Married 26 years
EA w/ OM 9/10
Bomb 10/10 (5 weeks after 25th anniversary)
Sep 12/10
She wants D 1/11
W files 5/11
D final 10/11
XW marries OM 6/13