Not missing anything, never really explained it. Just that when I start thinking about it and begin feeling emotional, thoughts about GAL activities or work start to creep in as a distraction to not have to deal with the emotions.

Its not that I want to dwell on being sad, its just that I don't want to run from it, avoid understanding it or learning from it by just doing something else without dealing with it. Not sure if that even makes sense, but just feels like making plans for GAL activities instead of feeling/dealing the pain feels like the thing that got me here.


me: 30 XW:28
tgthr:4 m:1
no kids
BD: June 2013
D: Jan 2014