I think DB/DR will help me, not the marriage at this time. Same as GAL or 180. That's not a bad thing but my ultimate goal is to be together again. Have been thinking lately that it may take a complete separation/divorce for us to reunite some point later. W is so set on divorce. Idk if we can or will be together again. I think her pride, stubbornness, ego will prevent it. Sad. And I may change my mind if this keeps going. I can live with what's going on now. Don't know how I'll feel if it keeps going on but it's up to her.
Don't know what MIL wanted to talk about yesterday. Going to call her back today.
