It's the most difficult things I've ever experienced.
Sure I should be focusing more on me right now.
W texted 3 days ago and I haven't replied. All she asked was am I ok?
My in laws will be here later in the week. Don't know for how long. MIL left a message that we'll talk more then. But yesterday she wanted to talk but didn't call back.
I went to a mutual friends for dinner yesterday evening. I didn't bring it up. They did and I said I don't want to talk about it, lets just have fun. They did again later in the night and I said the same thing.