Final phase of losing wife?

[kenva]

A huge blow the last 12 hours. My father in law passed away and it has hit everyone really bad. I'm trying to hold it together because he meant a lot to me. W wants alone time with her mom this morning which she knows I am there to support her and her mom any way I can even under our personal problems. She made a comment to me that she knows I care and that I loved her dad. W wants to tell our s this afternoon and I pray to God to give him the strength. I also worry about him. Life is short and life [censored] sometimes. Wow.