Just one more thing in answer to Crimson's post, I had to live my life and let go of him and his. Fact: He no longer wanted to be with me so I had to decide how much of my life I was willing to give to a person who didn't want me in their life.

After 33 years of being together, it took me a while to get there but I always had my eyes on that goal of detachment.


Me 57/H 58
M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13

Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do.
I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering.
Caroline Myss