Melissa I hear what you say about having H is house. I am really torn about this. The benefit of course is S being with me every night. On the other hand it is really hard having someone who At BEST ignores you around. I feel like I am hiding out in my room all the time and I have to see all those daily reminders of OW. The only time I can dance around and be a complete dork is when he is at work. On the other hand when he does go I know the whole grieving process will start all over.
No right or wrong or better way just something that I think about a lot of the time.
Me 44 H 42 M 10 T 12 (at time of BD) Ss 20 16 S11 (special needs)
BD 9/13 H "unhappy for years" moves to seperate bedroom 10/13 EA/PA confirmed but denied S and I move out 3/15
