"I also dont care how she comes back I just want her and would hope she would like to work on marriage realizing that I am the one who has and will continue to take care of her forever."

Terrible way to think. Do you really want to be under the control of another person? Shows weakness and not strength.

"I want her to realize that no matter what we will get through anythingtogether and I have shown over the last 6 months that I am indeed the man she fell in love with only now I am equipped with a better understanding of what it takes to have a sucessful marriage. I just need the oppurtunity."

This is what you don't understand. SHE has to also understand how SHE contributed to the M failing. Without that, you can be the best person in the world and she will still find fault based on HER reasons of leaving in the first place.

Don't sell yourself short and turn into a wimp now.


M-43 W-40
2D - 9 and 5

Emotion, yet peace.
Ignorance, yet knowledge.
Passion, yet serenity.
Chaos, yet harmony.
Death, yet a new life.

RECONCILED AND WISER