T24,

I appreciate the follow up wisdom here (and Tal and Reuben too). I'm not one for anxiety attacks, but this stuff is so hard to realize, knowing that where I am right now is very UNFUN. More UNFUN in 2004?

I was considering grabbing 2 nonstick frying pans and either whacking him last night or myself. But I opted to remain home and sleep in my bed as opposed to a jail cell or a hospital room.

I know it's worthless to worry about things that may or may not happen... but this thread had my panties in a tangle because it brought to the marquee whether or not I really want what I'm fighting for.

I still don't really know that answer, but I'll wait until I do.

Thanks and big hugs to all,

Betsey


"There are only 2 ways to live your life. One is as though nothing is a miracle. The other is as though everything is a miracle."

Albert Einstein