Yes, it definitely sounds like he doesn't want to lose you and is pretty confused right now. I'm a sucker for flowers as well as romantic thoughts/gestures...which is what you got from your husband for your anniversary...at least what he could give (considering where he's at emotionally/mentally right now).
Have you considered joining a book club or another group that has a specific activity associated to it to make it perhaps easier for you to participate?
I did a search for self soothing activities because I realized I need to do something other than eat compulsively and become a depressed, obsessed woman...it's really not as much FUN as I thought it would be. LOL Or at least that's how it felt by the end of the weekend last night.
In any event I printed some really great lists off the internet that I'm going to keep on the fridge to keep me focused on positive ways to care for and love myself.
