I am currently sitting in my car outside my house waiting for h to put the kisds to bed. I am normally good about keeping busy on H's night with the kids but is freezing here. And I am exhausted after a full day of work. It makes me so sad to look at the house H and I picked out and built together. The house we brought all three boys home from the hospital for the first time. A home with so many amazing memories. And it hurts to know that it may never be OUR home again. It is hard enough to say goodbye to my H and my best friend but I also have to say goodbye to all the dreams I had for us. Boo. I hate this.
I will give myself five minutes to have a pity party. Then I will put a smile on my face and go watch some trashy reality tv .
