KAW and T2, Thanks for the replies. It does help, and anyone else with advice, please post up.

I am finding this road even more difficult than the road to get her home. I am having to deal with even more difficult emotions than before. I guess I do have to keep my expectations low, but its so hard when I feel like I want to run away now.

I am feeling resentment and angery more so than I ever have had in my life, and at times feel like I'm the one falling out of love and wanting to look for a W that actually cares.

If others have been through this and have and ideas on dealing with it please let me know. I find it the hardest when my wife says something that shows she is not fully working on our M and when her words and actions make me seem like the last on her list.

Thanks again.

God Bless You, Reuben Cautiously hopeful and keeping the Momentum