Divorce on the table, Hoping for miracle

[Groov]

Well, had a good weekend! I've been pretty dark with W. Been doing some soul searching and looking into myself. Been pondering on the effect of having fear in my heart as opposed to love.

Yesterday I bought the book by the author that the above article I posted wrote about her experience. I am about 25% done with it and have really been connecting with it. It's titled "This is not the story you think it is... A season of unlikely happiness" by Laura Munson.

W surprised me with asking me if I wanted to have the kids Sat/Sunday. So that was nice! Took the kids to church and had a good time.

When exchanging kids on sunday. W asked me "do you need anything?" . I just chuckled to myself.... I did see some friends. They told me that W has not responded to them since we've been separated. Which is interesting... (not investing to much thought into it) Probably normal for WAS. Anyway feeling ok, been working on replacing fear with love and faith.

Oh... W brother called me to help him work on W vehicle. There is a repair that has been needed since she left. So I spent some time doing that with BIL. It was good to catch up with him. W was very appreciative as well. All this went through BIL as W will not ask me to help her in anyway...

So that's the update. Groov is Loving God and learning to love himself

Groov