I don't know. I can't think right now.

My D4 didn't want to hug me before I leave. My D4 may revert to avoid me again. I didn't start the fight. I didn't even raise my voice.

Her actions not only hurt me but hurt my children as well.

I do not want to put my parents through her hell so she may well better. That's her words. She may not allow my parents to see the kids even after the meeting.

We've been in a R for 10 years and I couldn't even think of a person she respects enough to arbitrate. Her aunt and uncle would be the best people but XW would choose to hate them if they ever sides me. I know this woman well enough.

I should have walk away instead. What do I want to explain anything at all? So stupid. So stupid.


M35 XW34
D5 D4
M 6years T 10years
Bomb 5/2013
Joint Petition signed 6/2013
Moved out end of 8/2013
Court Hearing of Joint Petition 9/2013
D finalized in 3 months - no news yet