3 gave you some great things to think about.

Yes, this hurts, it hurts like nothing you're ever felt before. And it continues to hurt for quite a while. But day by day, it lessens.

Just know that it does get better.

Let him go.

((( )))

Me 57/H 58
M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13

Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do.
I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering.
Caroline Myss