It really is a long haul...thread #4

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So, I've been thinking...
I want to ask my H when he thinks it will be just us working on us without OW in our lives? This will be my way of leading into the no contact conversation.

I'm beginning to realize after reading RTs reply yesterday that I am living in too much fear still. While I feel happy & do believe that my H means it when he says he's home for good, I'm still very afraid. I don't want to be like that forever either. I may have my H, but if I'm always going to be so scared I may never be normal again.

Maybe this is all still so new? Over time maybe things will change?

Happy Monday!