Great night at practice with d13. Ice storm and w with neighbors again. Nieghbors H text me to ask why I hadn't been around much lately. Kept it upbeat and Told him all the sports and stuff lately.

Not sure why he was asking me. They were out to dinner with my W shortly after he text me. Sent W the usual Sunday night schedule wt the house this week email per my db coach. Nothing more. No reply although I could see that the mail had been read. Not snooping, just right clicked the email and checked to see read status.

This process is not easy, but I am working forward. I'm. Not perfect at it, but I am better than I would be if I hadn't Used these techniques and the boards. If nothing else happens, I am at least keeping my self esteem and dignity by not begging etc and I am getting healthier sooner.

My W has distanced throughout the M. Now she's. Just made it more official. I wonder if she'll. Ever come around. I guess that's. The big question

My kids and I are happier with the lack of drama at home. My W is simply doing what she wants. The uncertainty of this moment is the only drawback.
Would love to move out of nuetral with the witch. But trying to be patient


me: 47, W:49
M 16.5 years
T 17 years
Three kids - D17,D14, S13
Heart 2 heart about M 11/8/13
Bomb drop 11/29/13
W moved out 12/5/13
I Retained L 2/20/14
D filed 3/17/14