Question comes to mind though. I'm curious if you think you may not have been this way before as a reaction to the surroundings? i.e. at some level did you feel your W's actions helped or hindered you to be yourself?
I'm curious, but in no way suggesting she's responsible for your actions pre or post start to this part of the adventure
AJ
"Our lives begin to end the day we become silent about things that matter" MLK Put the glass down... "Yesterday I was clever so I wanted to change the world Today I am wise, so I am changing myself."