It really is a long haul...thread #4

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I'm back! Still DBing with the best of them.

H still had contact with OW about every other day. He shows/tells me each time.
It is her contacting him. A lot of the time he doesn't even reply. I wish she would just go away. Her pursuing him so hard hurts. I worry that it will only take her one simple text on one random day to hook him right back in. A lot of that is me mind reading again...my weakest thing about this whole mess.

I spent 2 months on bed rest & had my babies the first week of December. Everything went well & we are all healthy. My babies were BIG & I was miserable at the end. I had over 15lbs of baby in me at the time of their birth, which is great considering I was carrying 2.

When not traveling, H works from home. This has given us a lot of time together.