KdogGS' Journey Part Trece

[KdogGS]

I think the other part I have come to realize in all this is W is alien to me right now. I'm not sure if I would want to date her as she currently is. She used to be so loving, giving and generous. I feel like I closed her spirit, and it's yet to reopen. Of course that's my perception, no way to know if she's still treating other's in her old way.

But my sister said something interesting when she was visiting. When my W sent her a facebook message explaining why she was unfriending my sister, W stated that my sister should not respond if it was going to be mean. My sister interpreted this as W thinks that no one else's feelings matter in this situation but W's and I tend to agree. W has sort of becoming controlling in that regard. It's ok for her to express her feelings, but if I do I get 2X4'ed. She definitely did not validate any of my feelings. My sister has feelings as well, and W basically dumped her thoughts on my sister and told her not to respond.

Anyway, I feel like I am at a point (today anyway), where I know I can meet new quality people and be happy either way. If W were to have a change of heart, I almost feel like she would have to win me back to an extent too. I know I have done the work on myself. I would want to hear from her how things were going to be different in a new R/M if we were to reconcile.