Since there is a PA I am not sending any money or anything. The paperwork isn't here. I'm still packing the house, slowly.
Been with friends. They know the situation. We occasionally talk about it.
As far as communication I don't think I will hear from her anytime soon. Unless it's to ask for money but I think I made it clear I can't because of the affair. I'm not sure going dark will matter.
I love her and care. I want her to be happy, with me again or not. I'm accepting the situation. I don't want to give up completely yet.
If she's happy with OM I will move on. If it does crumble like MIL says but goes to another and not me then I will move on. I will not file.
I want to be patient. I'm working on me again but I still worry about her and us. I've made of list of changes and things I need to work. Listed them by priority. Getting back on track.
I want to contact her and let her know that I will not file. And I'm sure the folder isn't here. I guess it would be wrong to contact.
