I need to know he is trying or this is truly done. Really, I am almost truly done. Can't really figure out why I am not done already biut there you have it.
yeah, me too. only problem is that i don't think my h knows what the heck he's doing at all- OOR - he knows exactly what he's doing and stringing me along , using me because he knows me sooo well. and can.
i am not sure we get to know- i'm not sure if it's good or bad to have any sort of "faith" in any thing or any one. i'm not so sure about faith in "the process". i'm not sure about anyhthing tonite.
i feel like you- when i don't see h for three weeks, i feel like i'm approaching done. then he's around and pleasant for a stinkin week (couldja spare it) and i am less "done" a bit.
i'm pretty resigned to something. \\will advise when I figure out what. \\
i'm outta here- very tired all of a sudden.
have a nice nite- xxoo
i'm done thinking today- too much of that on the whole for a pretty snowy day.
