I've been ruminating on my situation all day. I know no one can tell me what to do or what is right for me but....

Does anyone see ANY HOPEFUL signs in my situation?

The fact that it's confirmed that H has OW (and probably has for almost 2 years now)...I just feel like it might be time to throw in the towel...

It has been 2 years, I'm not getting any younger and maybe it is time for me to move on....even though that is truely not what I want.

UGH!!!

M-38;H38
M15
D13 & D7
BD 3/2012