" I do not particularly enjoy this holiday period. there is such a long build up, full of hype and expectations which rarely materialize. And it is all over so quickly - leaving you flat and fat!"

Have you always been this pessimistic? The holidays don't exist for YOU. They are what YOU make of them. You could easily turn your attitudes around depending on what you put into them.

I seriously recommend that you change your username. If you are going to keep referring to yourself as "All alone", you will always BE and FEEL 'all alone'.

M-43 W-40
2D - 9 and 5

Emotion, yet peace.
Ignorance, yet knowledge.
Passion, yet serenity.
Chaos, yet harmony.
Death, yet a new life.

RECONCILED AND WISER