I'd also like to point out that your pessimism on other people's posts about LBSs "having hope" is grossly inaccurate. Everyone here is on here because they do have hope and there's nothing wrong with that. The problem is that because YOUR situation had escalated so quickly before you found this site you feel pessimistic and it's showing on your posts. Fact is that you gave away all of your rights to your W before you came here and really haven't dealt with anything. You still run away from the OM and still are afraid of your W.
You have to find some way to stand your ground. I and no one else on the board can tell you exactly what to do because we don't know you or your W or your family in a personal way. You have to sort that out.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.
